So, ummm..... Yeah, I'm back.
The reason I left in the first place was because after my grandpa died, things had been a lot harder than they used to be, I seemed to be getting a bigger work load, my mother was grief-stricken, as was my grandmother who I was now obligated to go visit and comfort every day.... Things were just a mess. So I deleted my blogs in an attempt to "declutter" my life so that it was less of a hassle than it had become.
But I realized over the last week or so that I haven't had a blog, that
a.) Blogging actually helps me during tough times like these. It's therapeutic in a way.
b.) I missed you guys.
So I'm back. Hopefully for a long long time.
I'm going to keep things simple from now on. Just one blog for all my thoughts, feelings, opinions, stories, rambles, rants, and fanfictions.
Besides Blogger, Facebook is the only other account that I have online. But, I'm thinking of deleting it, because frankly, I hate most of the people I'm "friends" with. I was one of the last of my friends to get a Facebook, and the reason was was because I had all these people that I didn't like coming up to me and telling me "Hey, you should get a Facebook, I'll add you!"
It was like, "But I don't want to be added by you."
I don't "hate" people necessarily, I just really don't enjoy some of the people I go to school with. Especially the annoying bratty girls who do nothing but gossip. And they don't even go to the bathroom because they have to go, they just go because.. I don't even know! It's like I want to pee, except there's this crowd of girls just standing there like, "Yeah, the restroom is the place to hang out."
And I'm just over here like, "Bitch GEDDOUT. I GOTTA PEE."
I've had many people tell me that I'm shy. They're like "Why don't you talk?"
Well, just because I don't talk doesn't mean I'm shy.
Usually the reason I don't talk is because
a.) I'm socially awkward
b.) I have nothing to contribute to the conversation
c.) I can't carry on a conversation to save my life
d.) I don't really care about what you have to say
and e.) I probably hate you
Since I'm starting fresh with this blog, let me explain the title of my blog. It's a line from the song "Crazy" by Seal. It's been a favorite of mine for a while now. I've also been listening to a lot of U2. My mom would listen to them all the time when I was younger and they stuck with me.
I made pictures on picnik.com, haha.
These are some of my favorite songs from when I was five or six. I was having one of those moments the other day where you go through all the songs you listened to when you were younger and you have flashbacks of happier times. Yeah, just one of those days.
Crap. Tomorrow's Monday :(
This past week has been crazy, it was like back to back activities plus a shit load of homework, and I went to bed every night at around two in the morning. I literally fell asleep on the couch studying for a history final on Thursday night - which, by the way, I scored a 96% on. Really happy about that.
What I'm not happy about is the Warriors losing their last three games. They lost to the Celtics. I was like "... I was hoping you'd beat them."
And then today, they were up by four against Minnesota after the first half. Then my dad comes in to watch with me which got me nervous. EVERY TIME. Every time he watches basketball with me, the team I'm rooting for starts losing, even if they have like a fifty point lead.
Sure enough, the Warrioirs fell back by 17 POINTS IN THE THIRD.
So in the beginning of the fourth, my dad left to get lunch, right? Several steals from Monta and Steph later, the Warriors are one point behind with two minutes left. They're this close -> <- to winning.
And then my dad comes back and I was like "DAD LEAVE! GET OUT!"
But he didn't.
And they lost.
After the game I was like "DAD! WHY DIDN'T YOU LEAVE?!?!"
UGH.
WE WERE SO CLOSE!
Fricken Beasley and his "soft but strong hands." And they fouled Kevin Love so many times?? He had fourteen points in the third quarter, only ONE of them was made from the field. What the actual fuck?
My friend Jordan just texted me: "There's a free llama for sale on Craigslist... are you in or are you in?"
How about no....
So Kanye West apparently has a twitter and tweets all kinds of random crap that makes no sense to anybody but him. For example: "I hate when I fall asleep on an airplane, and when I wake up there's this water bottle next to me and then I'm like 'Oh great, now I gotta be responsible for this water bottle.''
I can't even begin to comprehend this.
While we're on the subject of "I hate..."
I hate how in chip bags it's like 30% chips and 70% air. It's like "Chips, why are you in my bag of air?"
Goodnight, It's great to be back,
xoxox
Sammy4ever<3
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